you are not my parents nor my elders...

well...well...well...someone is being very busy body wor...always telling people not to do this and that but end up you do everything as you told us not to do. Wah...that is really great bull shit around when you have dateline need to be hand in and telling people how great are you and how mature are you but actually you are not. 


Spreading news like no ones knows, you do told us not to spread out people good or bad habits cause it doesn't make you a good person nor god, people haven't complain you doesn't mean you are great cause you do have a lot of weakness in it....i can admit what i did is wrong but doesn't mean you can tell others...oh look what she did what she said is so immature and she needs to grow up cause life is not easy. is kinda bored to listen what she said, ya i know she have more working experience then me, doesn't not mean that she be the boss and step on my head *it does feel hurt le....*.


Actually you do have a lot of bad habits is just i don't want to hurt your small and fragile mind...sometimes you do like to choose fancy place to eat, shop and even wasting my petrol to full fill your leisure end up i m the one who is so damn broke and most of the time you don't even bother give some contribution. Just will said i need to go this and that places and i want to go here and there eat....and once you want me to fetch people to see you as if i'm your driver. wah...look so stupid right, fetch go and back even though is just a short distance, but i still felt a bit wired why do i agree to do so.


When you have hard time in terms on cash, you don't dare to tell others but asking me to help you out....oh oh oh totally forget about it, you are damn choosy person even a minor stuff you also want to said. Even choose a place need to think a lot of elements, till i feel is a bit too much. well i think is enough means enough, don't make it sound so serious cause in the end you will get into the big trouble, just see how it goes. Just don't come and tell me i m sad or emotion time, cause you have many friends to talk about your hard issue and your sad problem cause i m too immature to handle. 


well, i think that all i can said about you, do tell true friends will tell you what and when wrong, cause if really true friend, you don't need to talk so much to understand the situation because they will go back and think about it...if you want to them to understand the issue, first you may need to tell what is going on rather then oh you don't understand, so don't act like you know it. Cause even a hardest issue may handle it an easy way rather then the long and hard way. It depends how you see the issue and solve it. So what ever you said to people i can't control but one thing i can control is don't try to change who and what i m now....thank you, good night and good bye.

1st post in year 2012...^^

after such a long break n a trip wif my best budd to wonderful island full of seafood, bikini, boys and beach's...LANGKAWI...and 060112 is my 1st day bac to office lo...hehe but it seems like shit is everywhere, a bit bored of it. 

but i don't feel good at all and plus i have some bad feeling too....i wonder the issue can it settle by tomorrow. i don't want to make a big issue and argue with it le...this project really hang on me like uhu glue man...when can you finish in peace....seriously i don't know who to trust, it really make me confuse de...i reali scare it will make my boss got in scolding coz of my carelessness even though is not my job task but i feel like i wan to settle to...but now after wt my colleague told me what to do...and i did inform my boss at least she know wt happen la....

PRAY HARD IT GOES WELL!!! I DON"T WANT SEE THEM ARGUE!!!

熟悉的回忆

one of the weekdays, i have to go down by myself and buy my lunch since everyone have bought their lunch box to office....

As i walk to the back door and pass by a place, it reminds me someone.where we used to buzz and asked... "Oi, wanna ta bao a not?" and reply "wait ar...give a me a min"....sounds funny...then as i was in the lift...another scenario appear~
as i remember you do stand beside most of the time in the lift, busying typing your message, talk rubbish or sometimes do jump in the lift like a small kid!!!  ta bao that time like keep saying very fat le, can eat vegetable only.... >~<.. i was like what the we girls also haven't say anything but you like a uncle keep ngek ngek non stop...

haha..this memory really make me smile as i after ta bao and go up meet back my colleague in the office and have a good feast with them. This kind of memory will just stick into my mind and also in my blog will not share out to anyone even close friend, you never know when the will terspeak out~ hehe....

承诺...

承诺是什么东西?


承诺是情侣给彼此的一种信任,

还是为了给对方有安全感在爱情里?



曾听过很多情侣互相给对方承诺，是为了维持一段感情还是物质上的需求？有些情侣可以做到，也给到另一伴幸福的日子，但有些情侣就因为这些承诺而闹出分手甚至搞到自杀…值得吗???为了一点小挫折而赔上自己的生命.也许他们把承诺看的太大了, 所以受不到刺激! 我认为是很笨的行为...

其实承诺不一定要立刻实现或是抱着很大希望在未来的日子给你的另一伴...承诺可以从自己给回自己,不一定要人家给才叫幸福...就算是很小很小的承诺都可以让人很快乐啊~

就算办不到也不必灰心,因为我们还有亲人和朋友在身边陪伴...

这是我的看法,那你们觉得怎样?承诺是一切吗?还是只是过云烟的现象?

傻子

可以唯一件事情down很久，内疚很久，

脸上可以笑着，但心里却想静静做我自己东西，
耳里一直播歌，一直一直播个不停。。。重复重复听同样的歌，


像不像一个傻子的作为？

Regretted

i m glad that i can see you again cause is been weeks,so long never meet up. Finally got a time to meet up and some alcohol with soft drink and i never expected that he bought another bottle of vodka cranberry....*thanks for drink ^^* ...so when and book a hotel and start drinking like nobody business...but all of us is really damn tired, lay on the bed almost sleep. so he bising call us wake up wake up don't sleep eh...haha...then he said why don't we have pillow talk...asking some some funny stupid question, la la la all the way through end up i kena shoot ask me this and that, since you ask the same thing i shall use the same question to shoot you back. but i  hide under the pillow cry and almost shout it out... you know what i mean guys... don't you? :]

After sometime , he said a damn breaking news that shock both of us....guess what my heart sank to the bottom of the sea but the face still like who is the lucky guy and it been for 2 years...i like OMG...can't believe it le...why why why...the person that i admire sure got shocking news or some blockage one. T~T...and i really cried before i sleep...well i think you are the second want that can really make me cry for you lo...hmmm....

under the rain

today is a cold night cause rain few times. As usual thing, took an ice cream and straight head to car park with my friends. After out from car park, it rains damn big and thank god there is no jam..happy mood on!

the rain drops hit on my windscreen and it remind someone. it feels funny, each rain drop have diff size and sound. i just don't know why and when i started to love the sound of the rain. sometimes i wonder can i stand under the heavy rain alone. So that, no one will know that whether is that tears or rain drops...hehehe....as i fetch my friends home, i decided to open the window and play with the rain. It feel calm which i can smile easily like a small kid get theirs rewards.

it feel great*for me..hehe*  but along the way i can feel the sadness that my colleague that is go through...i hope she can cross over he line and be happy as she used too.