my journey my life

you are not my parents nor my elders...

2012-01-20T10:13:00.000-08:00

well...well...well...someone is being very busy body wor...always telling people not to do this and that but end up you do everything as you told us not to do. Wah...that is really great bull shit around when you have dateline need to be hand in and telling people how great are you and how mature are you but actually you are not.

Spreading news like no ones knows, you do told us not to spread out people good or bad habits cause it doesn't make you a good person nor god, people haven't complain you doesn't mean you are great cause you do have a lot of weakness in it....i can admit what i did is wrong but doesn't mean you can tell others...oh look what she did what she said is so immature and she needs to grow up cause life is not easy. is kinda bored to listen what she said, ya i know she have more working experience then me, doesn't not mean that she be the boss and step on my head *it does feel hurt le....*.

Actually you do have a lot of bad habits is just i don't want to hurt your small and fragile mind...sometimes you do like to choose fancy place to eat, shop and even wasting my petrol to full fill your leisure end up i m the one who is so damn broke and most of the time you don't even bother give some contribution. Just will said i need to go this and that places and i want to go here and there eat....and once you want me to fetch people to see you as if i'm your driver. wah...look so stupid right, fetch go and back even though is just a short distance, but i still felt a bit wired why do i agree to do so.

When you have hard time in terms on cash, you don't dare to tell others but asking me to help you out....oh oh oh totally forget about it, you are damn choosy person even a minor stuff you also want to said. Even choose a place need to think a lot of elements, till i feel is a bit too much. well i think is enough means enough, don't make it sound so serious cause in the end you will get into the big trouble, just see how it goes. Just don't come and tell me i m sad or emotion time, cause you have many friends to talk about your hard issue and your sad problem cause i m too immature to handle.

well, i think that all i can said about you, do tell true friends will tell you what and when wrong, cause if really true friend, you don't need to talk so much to understand the situation because they will go back and think about it...if you want to them to understand the issue, first you may need to tell what is going on rather then oh you don't understand, so don't act like you know it. Cause even a hardest issue may handle it an easy way rather then the long and hard way. It depends how you see the issue and solve it. So what ever you said to people i can't control but one thing i can control is don't try to change who and what i m now....thank you, good night and good bye.

1st post in year 2012...^^

2012-01-06T10:30:00.000-08:00

after such a long break n a trip wif my best budd to wonderful island full of seafood, bikini, boys and beach's...LANGKAWI...and 060112 is my 1st day bac to office lo...hehe but it seems like shit is everywhere, a bit bored of it.

but i don't feel good at all and plus i have some bad feeling too....i wonder the issue can it settle by tomorrow. i don't want to make a big issue and argue with it le...this project really hang on me like uhu glue man...when can you finish in peace....seriously i don't know who to trust, it really make me confuse de...i reali scare it will make my boss got in scolding coz of my carelessness even though is not my job task but i feel like i wan to settle to...but now after wt my colleague told me what to do...and i did inform my boss at least she know wt happen la....

PRAY HARD IT GOES WELL!!! I DON"T WANT SEE THEM ARGUE!!!

熟悉的回忆

2011-11-24T02:40:00.000-08:00

one of the weekdays, i have to go down by myself and buy my lunch since everyone have bought their lunch box to office....

As i walk to the back door and pass by a place, it reminds me someone.where we used to buzz and asked... "Oi, wanna ta bao a not?" and reply "wait ar...give a me a min"....sounds funny...then as i was in the lift...another scenario appear~
as i remember you do stand beside most of the time in the lift, busying typing your message, talk rubbish or sometimes do jump in the lift like a small kid!!! ta bao that time like keep saying very fat le, can eat vegetable only.... >~<.. i was like what the we girls also haven't say anything but you like a uncle keep ngek ngek non stop...

haha..this memory really make me smile as i after ta bao and go up meet back my colleague in the office and have a good feast with them. This kind of memory will just stick into my mind and also in my blog will not share out to anyone even close friend, you never know when the will terspeak out~ hehe....

承诺...

2011-11-22T01:00:00.000-08:00

承诺是什么东西?

承诺是情侣给彼此的一种信任,

还是为了给对方有安全感在爱情里?

曾听过很多情侣互相给对方承诺，是为了维持一段感情还是物质上的需求？有些情侣可以做到，也给到另一伴幸福的日子，但有些情侣就因为这些承诺而闹出分手甚至搞到自杀…值得吗???为了一点小挫折而赔上自己的生命.也许他们把承诺看的太大了, 所以受不到刺激! 我认为是很笨的行为...

其实承诺不一定要立刻实现或是抱着很大希望在未来的日子给你的另一伴...承诺可以从自己给回自己,不一定要人家给才叫幸福...就算是很小很小的承诺都可以让人很快乐啊~

就算办不到也不必灰心,因为我们还有亲人和朋友在身边陪伴...

这是我的看法,那你们觉得怎样?承诺是一切吗?还是只是过云烟的现象?

傻子

2011-11-18T00:59:00.000-08:00

可以唯一件事情down很久，内疚很久，

脸上可以笑着，但心里却想静静做我自己东西，
耳里一直播歌，一直一直播个不停。。。重复重复听同样的歌，

像不像一个傻子的作为？

Regretted

2011-11-13T20:35:00.000-08:00

i m glad that i can see you again cause is been weeks,so long never meet up. Finally got a time to meet up and some alcohol with soft drink and i never expected that he bought another bottle of vodka cranberry....*thanks for drink ^^* ...so when and book a hotel and start drinking like nobody business...but all of us is really damn tired, lay on the bed almost sleep. so he bising call us wake up wake up don't sleep eh...haha...then he said why don't we have pillow talk...asking some some funny stupid question, la la la all the way through end up i kena shoot ask me this and that, since you ask the same thing i shall use the same question to shoot you back. but i hide under the pillow cry and almost shout it out... you know what i mean guys... don't you? :]

After sometime , he said a damn breaking news that shock both of us....guess what my heart sank to the bottom of the sea but the face still like who is the lucky guy and it been for 2 years...i like OMG...can't believe it le...why why why...the person that i admire sure got shocking news or some blockage one. T~T...and i really cried before i sleep...well i think you are the second want that can really make me cry for you lo...hmmm....

under the rain

2011-11-02T08:53:00.001-07:00

today is a cold night cause rain few times. As usual thing, took an ice cream and straight head to car park with my friends. After out from car park, it rains damn big and thank god there is no jam..happy mood on!

the rain drops hit on my windscreen and it remind someone. it feels funny, each rain drop have diff size and sound. i just don't know why and when i started to love the sound of the rain. sometimes i wonder can i stand under the heavy rain alone. So that, no one will know that whether is that tears or rain drops...hehehe....as i fetch my friends home, i decided to open the window and play with the rain. It feel calm which i can smile easily like a small kid get theirs rewards.

it feel great*for me..hehe* but along the way i can feel the sadness that my colleague that is go through...i hope she can cross over he line and be happy as she used too.

i cant hold on anymore!

2011-10-24T01:30:00.000-07:00

i can't stand people keep adding and asking me to go his or her office to ask some silly and stupid questions!!! each time i want to start and figure out do my stuff there goes the 'buzz'!!

"mun, can you come in to my office for few min o?"

i cant say no to bosses coz is damn rude to say no to your Superior Then from here and there need to change la... add in la...ltr management voice out tis la tat la....ello~ u think i damn free to keep send the same thing to others!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ello...ppl oso will confuse la...u keep add in things tat actually cant help tat much and it juz make us look 2pid coz the info is kinda the retarded! SERIOUSLY! NO POINT AT ALL!!!MEANINGLESS!!!!!!ahahahaaahahah...feeling wan 2 scream in front of them tell them STOP ALL THE NON SENSE you guys are creating now! had enough of ur concence care and stop ask me think positive coz i dun noe hw long can i stay positive ah...cant hold on la...AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAH help me ar!!!i need some guidence to guide me can ar...

A dream that makes me smile~

2011-10-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

Love the dream so much ♥

this is not the first time that i have a such warm dream and it felt so real, cause i can feel
when he hold my hand, the warm that 2 hands hold together and walk along the busy

street...where i hope is true...cause i do want a guy hold my hand and when i'm sad there is a person that i can rely on.the dream is really damn sweet till melt my heart.

*that was my second dream.... :)

now here is my first dream, where i just want to lay in my bed, lazy to get up and do my

housework. Suddenly i heard a person voice very warm, sweet and calm calling me wake up
and clean the house, if not later your parents back sure scold you de lo....i just straight away
got up and start work...*amazing right...*for a lazy person can suddenly pop up and work.
While i m working on it, in my mind just keep thinking who that guy, how come it keep pop in my dreams.

until now i still don't get to see his face, i just only saw his back and leg. When can i meet
him in real life cause i don't want you just pop in my dreams only. but i kinda dislike the ending.

praying hard that is true.... :)

bye bye~

2011-10-09T09:38:00.000-07:00

Guess what...he going off tomorrow....and i did even have the guts to said that actually i like you could me give me a chance. *scare of rejection* may be because he did said what kind of girls that he likes and i don't even have one of the quality that he mention. is this consider a lame reason to stop myself from telling him how i feel towards him.

suddenly it felt like going back to secondary school. *sound silly don't you think*

hmmm..... :'(

坏习惯~

2011-10-04T05:35:00.000-07:00

坏习惯？

什么坏习惯呢？

喜欢把自己的心事收藏做成一本痛苦的回忆来折磨自己！
听起来很傻吧？我也觉得蛮傻一下！但是就是偏爱这样对自己。。。
也不懂什么时候变成这样！啊。。。啊。。。啊。。。

有时候很讨厌自己为什么用这种法式来对自己，难道我就不能和朋友说出我的心声吗~
有那么难吗？
还是我不敢说？

:‘（

那一晚~

2011-09-15T09:53:00.000-07:00

看着孔明灯，

慢慢升上天空，

感觉好像把愿望送上天，

心里也有一股莫名其妙感觉在心里，

找不到任何的词可形容当时的感觉咧！

*好奇宝宝*

2011-09-05T04:09:00.000-07:00

"总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，没有烦恼，像个小孩，

好多人都会羡慕他们，但其实不是这样的..
他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，
更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，
他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴..
他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑著去面对，
但事实上他们长著世界上最脆弱的心灵，
只是长期的偽装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤..
他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活著，
期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。
即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，
他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。
因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；
把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多..
他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流著泪，
后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢著灿烂的笑容。
有人说她们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，
在面对太阳的时候永远是明艷的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，
那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。
他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活著，

很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，
不得不面对从未想过的争夺和復杂，恐慌、不知所措..
只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪..
因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌..
但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住..
哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的..
他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，
总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑..
而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，
他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大..
他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，
肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解..
所以，请别记恨她们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久..
他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑她也会一辈子记得你的好，
因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，
请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！
一些人，很多时候都疯疯癫癫的，可是心里却是很不开心的..
他们用笑来留著身边的每一个人，
不想把负面情绪影响别人，因为身边的人不开心，他会更伤心…
只要身边的人开心，他也会跟着开心~
即使自己不开心，也希望身边的人可以开开心心的.."

seriously i have been searching this article since march or april~i like the meaning in the article it shows most of them urban human is facing this problem though they might not agree on it but some how is just link to your life without your notice it.
* p/s read it and understand every words that s in the article

now i know why!

2011-08-11T22:57:00.000-07:00

一定要時時報備，才是個好情人嗎？這樣的定義非常的不正確吧？

水瓶座的情人往往天生都是處在一種很叛逆的狀態下，特別是男生，好像
到了叛逆期就停止成長，然後就一直留在他們人生的叛逆期中，對於日常
的許多事情總會有很不同的創意看法，在戀愛當中也是這樣，很多人覺得
該要「怎麼做」才會獲得幸福的想法，在水瓶座的心裡頭似乎是一點都不
帶有任何的意義，甚至於會以他們個人的想法去反駁，這也讓很多跟水瓶
座談戀愛的人總是覺得很頭痛，實在是一個跟一般人很不同的「怪咖」。

就以「跟朋友出門」這件事需不需要報備來說，大部份的水瓶座情人大概
都不會覺得需要報備，為什麼談戀愛就一定要換了關係就換了腦袋，「跟
你出門約會我都沒跟我媽報告了」，那麼又為什麼交往之後跟朋友出門
「一定要隨時隨地跟你報告行程不可？」

一部份來說，在談戀愛方面上，水瓶座是走鬆散的自由路線，或該說是對
於「愛情」這件事是抱持著「如果是真愛、自然就會開花結果」的想法，
他們不喜歡被逼得很緊，相對的也給另一半很高的自由度，因為水瓶座深
深覺得，如果是真愛、自然就不會做出對不起另一半的事情，這一點水瓶
座對於自己是很有信心的

水瓶座如果答應交往，就會僅守自己的戀愛原則，偷吃之類的的事情往往
不會發生，這是一種很高的自信，但通常這種自信都會受到非常多的外來
誘惑挑戰，水瓶座失守的機率有時候也不算低，不過在還沒有失守之前，
水瓶座都對自己是超級有信心的。
不要試著用所以「正常戀愛的幸福守則」來要求水瓶座，你只會被他們用
很多歪理(他們覺得是正確觀念)反駁，他們不會想要跟你報備，你逼太緊
還可能讓他們跑掉，跟水瓶座談戀愛當真是要隨緣一點，學習放風箏式的
管理吧！

放下了又怎样

2011-08-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

明明就把所有的讯息和消息都删除以及忘掉!

干吗call我啦.....还敢个我问我在office吗？

哇....吓倒我傻掉咯~真的是!

早知道我不听，将我就不用想为什么咯！

ish ish ish ish~

i believe i can!

2011-08-08T09:33:00.000-07:00

well the mood is still hang-ing in my mind now! on the way back home, let my mui ngam ngam again !!!haiz...let her ngam till no mood and she is really pushing me to find someone to stand beside and take care of me. But i just keep thinking that i want it to put aside and leave it there first.

may be some day i will meet one,may be it just timing not right?

well, I'm fine with my own life now, it just a bit bored! i will get through it...I believe I can! as long i stay focus and know what i want along my journey, that should be fine...mistake and obstacle is waiting ahead me so i must be strong to cross over them then i can complete my dream!!!

JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU....sa poh JIA YOU!!! ^^

moody mood~

2011-08-04T04:54:00.000-07:00

lately moody mood on very frequently.....i really very scary cause of the same issue that i have been through before. I don't want the feeling back and turn my life upside down again!

it doesn't worth at all!

i don't want to get hurt again cause it takes a very long time to recover! 1 of the guys really is killing me cause i took 2 years to forget him but end up i still saw him on 16 of April 11 when i was at my idol concert!!! almost fainted and my tears did came out *hopefully he didn't saw me*...even till now i still miss him*damn it...silly me* because of you i did a lot of silly and craziness during my secondary life!!! i wonder do you notice my silliness when ever i did something stupid in front of you? do you know when ever you pass by i do blush like a red tomato?*i don't think you know that* i don't like others...did very obvious action in front of you cause i don't have the guts and also to speak out that i really like you! i will be girl who always stand aside and look at you, even just for few minute is really does make day during that time. There is one of the time, you scare the hell out of me but thank god you are alright cause i didn't see any injured on you!

Because of you, i cried when you graduate cause i know it would be any easy to see you again! Ever since this incident happen, i tell myself stop drop into to this trap anymore cause is not it worth at all! For the meantime, i just want to a peaceful journey and also

i just knew that my heart is made of glass

i came out a line start like this :-

"you are one in million,
not all girls or guys is not that lucky to found the ONE,
cause is a huge world out there!"

bloody hell friday!!!

2011-07-08T09:15:00.000-07:00

i thought 2day is would b a better day coz 2 lovely fren of mine came bac office le*miss them so much* ...went for meeting, did some check list, take care my task and prepare all those last min stuff. Nvr mind, but do u have to yell n shout like nobody business ar.....yes i admit that i m not pretty good in excel but do have to make my life so miserable! do you noe tat*i wonder* ....wif tat kind of salary and a tan of job load tat i need to do wif a pair of hands and legs! Do you think tat i m super gal meh.....wat oso ask me to do le....frm calling to failing, preparing cheque, arrange interview, handle my database wif all reconstruction or wt ever shit i m doing nw, and yet u still give tat kind of face...."muka hitam"....if you think you can find a better person who can take over my place plz do so and run-ing away frm it.....

tis is oso apply to another fellow, did i do anything wrong or sumthing c2pid to u....do u have to use tat kind of black face to look at me ar.....if you think u r better den others plz prove it and nt by typing all those theory in fb le...tis doesn't make u a better person! i m glad tat i found few and make some fren in thr but whn come to work is reali frustrating and tired, is does drag me down!!!

Juz nw i almost wanted to cry le, i juz dun noe y!!!plus tat time old fren of mine name "gastric" came n visit me le....but task is not finish, no matter wt it takes oso muz finish it le!!! but u alwaz tell us " no last min work or anything" but end up u r de 1 who doing it...end up u make stay in thr n do all those paperwork, and u alwaz wan things done done done on time but do u ever let me in my place n finish it...NO!!! u juz call n call for tis n tat which it wasting my time on it oni! Sumtimes i wonder i m support or ur secretary ar....a small matter u oso wan me to do le.....it reali does make me feel like an idiot lo....

I juz hope i can hang in thr,if reali does not make any diff...i shall think of another alternative way de!!!

human do changes...

2011-06-09T04:30:00.000-07:00

human is a living thing that very hard to understand, you may guess it but can't confirm it coz it changes rapidly. Since yesterday i heard both side of stories, both of them said de diff things which i dun noe who to trust...coz A said tis B said tis....sumthings is better not to make it so hard or difficult coz is juz make things more messy and every1 stay away each other. Yes!!!!!!!!!!human do change in terms of attitude and behavior....due to some reason or some incident tat happen between each other....dun blame each other coz of them change to sum1 that v dun noe as b4...may b thy found de place tat thy belong le....shuld b happy for them....not talk behind them!!!!

2011-03-21T18:43:00.000-07:00

从来不曾觉得水瓶奇怪。可这些却又确确实实从别人的嘴里说了出来。

瓶子是属于那种自已没事儿找事儿型的，若觉得十里以内没有什人让自己牵挂就不好玩了。所以在没有真正喜欢一个人之前，常常会到处寻找合适的目标，并且这时的目标还不止一个。被瓶子猎上的主儿，如果在别人眼里没有什么闪光点，那么他在瓶子眼里可真有特别的地方啊。比如他有一天只是对着大树说了一句：“你看你长得怎么那么TMD绿啊”，可能就让瓶子产生了兴趣。并且当瓶子飞着吐沫两眼发光地讲此人的“事迹”给你听时，你会说：“你丫地有病么......”。

瓶子喜欢那种暧昧的感觉。瓶子们有强烈的直觉，他们本能的就知道自己的身影会让谁的心不平静，可他们不说，但也不是假装不知道，他们只是在保持着一种极为暧昧关系。不近不远，就像他们眼中可能的爱情若即若离。瓶子们喜欢百花丛中过，片叶稍沾身的的感觉。并且这时他们有点分不清倒底喜不喜欢你。但是当你终于忍不住将你心中的爱恋表达出来后，会有两种结果。如果他不喜欢你，他不太会直接拒绝你，也不会委婉暗示你，他只会说一些稀奇古怪连自己也不懂却觉得很有理的话，整得大家都莫名其妙，不知发生了什么。然后你就不自然起来，可瓶子只是觉得你有毛病了，不能再陪你玩了，然后就不再和你讲话了，不管你们在此之前关系多好，只要他不喜欢你，就不会再和你保持以前的关系也不会再和你说话。所以没有把握时千万不要向一个水瓶表白，否则你和他连普通朋友都不是。如果他也喜欢你，他也不会直接地说，但是可以肯定的是他绝对不会拒绝你，绝对不会不理你。怎样判断瓶子爱不爱你？在你表白之后如果他还会和你说话。也许平时他对你也许淡淡的，但偶尔他会很深情地和你说点什么。你不要为这是他随口说说，这是真情流露。同样他也会和你说一些稀奇古怪的话，你会觉得他若即若离。这为什么呢？因为他心理很矛盾。他怕你们一旦越过的朋友的关系还会像以前一样地相互坦白么。在水瓶看来，不管怎么的关系，坦白很重要，但是更重要的是你不要让他坦白。一旦让他坦白，就好比在日光灯下赤裸裸，瓶子会很没有安全感，你们这段关系也可能就到尽头了。

只要一个瓶子在精神上能对你忠贞，你就赢了他的一生，他想跑都跑不掉了。所以你要是不想认真地开始一段感情就不要试图让瓶子爱上你，因为也许他们的爱就这样地延了一生一世，如果你不能给瓶子一个未来的保证，他们会很伤心的。对于水瓶来说，一段短途的两情相悦结束比一段长途的暗恋无果带来的伤害及毁灭更大些。

如果水瓶决定和你在一起了，那就说明你是他这一生都认定的人了。你会很少听到他说我喜欢你我爱你这样的话。至多他在热恋的时候会说句我想你了。他会在你很不在意的时候说一句我爱你，在你诧异的同时，不会再听到第二遍了，并且瓶子脸上的表情不像是在表白。瓶子会问你许多无厘头让你莫名其妙的问题来让你回答。你也

许会觉得他无理取闹，可是我敬告你最好认真地回答，因为这些东西对他们来说很重要。如果你答不了，他们会很失望，自然地情绪会低落，会对你产生一些逆反心理---可你不会知道。瓶子和你在一起会很在意一些小事，你不经意间传过去的一个温柔眼神比送他玫瑰花说口干舌燥的表白要有用的多。他不开心时你说过的那些话他们一定不会忘。还有，你做不到的事一定不要对瓶子许诺。也许他一时半会儿想不起来，但如果他想起来了你却忘了他会发狠地“埋汰”你。瓶子会主动放掉自己所爱的人!如果你犯了他们不能原谅的错---虽然在任何人眼里这也许不算是错，可瓶子只在乎一些别人眼里所谓的小事---这也许就是怪？你一定不要让瓶子失望，他真的会离开你，原因只有一个，就是他爱你。正是因为爱你，才对你一个人要求严格，其它的人，我不在乎。瓶子不喜欢别人考验他。如果水瓶已经和你在一起，你就不要再忽冷忽热。假如你曾经一天和他说一遍我喜欢你可你突然又改成两天说一遍了他就会在意—其实原本你不用说他都不会在意。

很多时候瓶子将自己表现得与他人无关。他们是需要自由。于是用冷漠来包装，用不羁来掩饰。所以一生也就错过了很多曾经爱过的人，因为那些人根本不知道瓶子的爱，或者，虽然爱着瓶子却仍旧不敢爱。

这是瓶子的悲哀，也是瓶子的骄傲，瓶子的幸福！

my blog is so die le....T.T

2010-12-20T06:12:00.000-08:00

after 3 months plus....i didnt update le...haha...life nw is tired coz got a job jor le....so far so gud la....but my eyes reali veli veli tired lo.....9am to 6pm facing de comp le.....shall sleep soon le...my life consider health den last time le...haha....nite lo.....

2010-09-12T23:36:00.000-07:00

今晚就是不懂会怎样那个过程，

高兴？

无言？

还是只是一直吃呢？

让我们拭目以待咯！

嘿嘿

a dinner tat wil remembered le...

2010-09-12T08:42:00.000-07:00

reali a dinner tat can make me remember le...

thnx lo gg...for a wonderful dinner 4 me le...haha

keke...

那些感觉又回来了...就是纳闷

2010-09-10T23:48:00.000-07:00

他们又回来了,

真的是想把他们丢进垃圾桶里,

因为我不想再见到你们,

你们可以离我远一点.

还是我太孤独了,

没有人理我的感觉,

天天躲在家,

其实我不想天天躲在家,

我也很想出去啊!

可是我一个人可去那里

又没人约

那像你们说去就去啊
根本就不用担心给人骂
就算我会驾车那又如何
到时候我就得回啊!

不想在说了

越说越痛

就让我继续这样吧!

多等于孤单

2010-09-10T07:23:00.000-07:00

多等于孤单？？？

即使再多朋友在身旁，
即使再多联络号码，
即使再多美好时光以及回忆，
一旦少联络什么事情都回发生了。
所以我现在要对自己说孤单没什么大不了...

!!!我可以的!!!

cookies mood~

2010-09-09T08:41:00.000-07:00

Frm a soft dough,

To a little small heart shape

Brush wif egg for shine surface

Den bake in a oven le

After bake den let it cool down

Den is ready 2 put in a glass bottle...

And get ready to b eat le....

..tis a life for a cookies le...

actually tis is a present tat i bake for my fren le...haha hope she like it lo...it might nt de expensive present le....haha...i noe is may sound silly le...GG....dun get shock whn u recieve tis present frm us lo... dun cry out o....hehe....okok la...i nid to stop lo...get ready for my delicious supper le...keke...bb guyz~

==

2010-08-11T09:30:00.001-07:00

haiz...i wan 2 go CLUB la....but parents dun allowed........TT....

so true le...xP

2010-07-19T08:38:00.001-07:00

水瓶座

幾乎每個水瓶座的心底都有著一段刻骨銘心人間記憶，一個永遠無法忘記的背影。　　那也許只是極其短暫的兩情相悅，只是一種單戀，或只是一種只存在於虛幻空間。　　一切看起來是那麼平靜，那麼和諧。　　沒有驚天動地，沒有海誓山盟，沒有花前月下，沒有浪漫，沒有誓言，沒有溫度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永無燃點。　　水瓶座不容易喜歡上一個人。有人說水瓶座對伴侶的要求太高，其實並非這樣，水瓶座注重的是感覺。只是那麼輕描淡寫的一眼，那個人已經吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，從此目光便無法轉移。　　用一秒鐘愛上一個人，然後再付出一生去忘記，水瓶座就是這樣的試驗品。　　但幾乎所有的水瓶都會否認在自己的身上發生一見鍾情，因為一向自視清高，承認愛上一個人這鍾事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。　　更多的時候是因為，連自己都沒發現已經愛上。水瓶座很多時候對於感情反應非常遲鈍，遲鈍到每次都是最後的知情者。有時容易出現弄不清自己的感覺，不清楚自己想做什麼，覺得迷惘。　　在對方沒有非常明確地表示感情時會退怯，覺得愛情是兩廂情願，不想勉強對方。　　顯得很被動，忽冷忽熱，猶豫不決，極其矛盾。在沒有完全確定前，決不輕易付出感情，因為怕失去。也許是缺乏安全感，也許是對自己的保護，也可以算作是一種自私。　　一般水瓶座的好朋友都是經過很長世間的考察的，不僅僅是幾年，而是十幾年。一旦被水瓶座當作好朋友的，會赴湯蹈火掏心掏肺。　　在公車上，街邊，商場，水瓶老是認錯人。在茫茫人海中，始終在尋找一個熟悉的身影，直到產生幻覺。　　這一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因為突然發現自己幾近瘋狂的愛上一個人，失去了理智，失去了自我。這種突如其來的感覺，很恐懼，很無助。　　水瓶座不喜歡這種感覺，因為不知該如何面對。要讓水瓶座主動去追逐，是件異常困難的事，在水瓶座的世界裡無法承受拒絕，就是這麼脆弱，無論表面上看來是多麼的堅強。　　水瓶座在人前總是一幅無憂無慮沒心沒肝的樣子，不想別人看見自己的悲傷，那樣會有不安全的感覺，總是在無人的地方暗自落淚。　　算了，還是放在心裡吧。既不用尷尬的表白然後遭到拒絕，又不會相愛容易相處難的慘烈分手。這樣很好，沒人看出來，不至於太沒面子。可以繼續貌似瀟灑。　　但是，不同了。儘管水瓶座裝著多麼不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是對方說的每句話都從耳朵進去，沒見出來。對方提的任何過分的要求，水瓶座統統照單全收精心盡力，決對不會有半個不字。完全成為一個愛情的奴隸，臉上還裝酷無表情，整個死要面子活受罪。　　這種情況下，如果對方使點陰謀詭計，刻意疏遠避而不見或是視而不見，電話不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶會給整瘋了，開始會想是什麼自己地方做錯了，說錯話了，然後拉下面子主動討好試探。不用多，碰壁兩次，水瓶座就會有自知之明了，不會再去想是為什麼會這樣，也不想知道了。心裡會想，原來是對方討厭自己，不想見到自己。明白之後，就是絕對的安靜了。　　這還沒完，過了一段日子。對方如果突然又改變態度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎問也不問，慇勤依舊，完全沒有尊嚴可談。只要能和對方開心的在一起，過去不重要，未來也不重要，面子不重要，金錢不重要，時間不重要，自己也不重要。　　天平失衡，感情重重的壓在心底，自己卻飄在了半空。太在乎對方，迷失了自我，幸福也變得虛無。　　自己都不愛，誰還會珍惜。　　水瓶座一旦付出，便是徹底，不可收回。　　感情投入的越多越是傷的重。　　最擅長的是難為自己。不想對方難過，只好讓自己難過。總是認為自己有超乎尋常的承受力，把自己想得太堅強，而把別人想得太脆弱。不知道，受傷的其實是自己，只是不知道如何表現出來。　　愛，這個字對水瓶座來說，太沉重珍貴了，無法用語言詮釋。一旦說出口，猶如遠古的文物，被發掘出土暴露於空氣中，變得面目全非，失去本來的價值。所以，不輕易說。　　只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗盡，只因執著，便落得傷痕纍纍。那段感情如強酸腐蝕著那顆麻木的心，穿了一個洞，再也無法彌補。時間是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛邊漸漸撫平，不再擱人。每當寒風吹過，猶聞隱約淒涼的蕭蕭聲，似輓歌。　　只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，於是狠狠將自己摔碎，拒絕熔化拼湊。因為怕熔了記憶，怕熔了那個遠遠的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。　　之後，水瓶座依然談笑風生，依然開朗豁達，繼續著一段接一段的新感情，重複著一切，因為無法承受寂寞。　　人們都說水瓶花心，見一個愛一個，水瓶座會哈哈一笑，說"哪有？冤啊！"。其實心裡在滴著血，臉上卻得笑的燦爛，安慰自己"我是誰啊！哪會那麼弱呢！"　　　　有人說水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以為了不起。可是誰又瞭解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一個，且不具修改性。除了那個人，其他所有自動歸為一種程序。　　因為無法虛偽，所以甜言蜜語都吝嗇給予。因為天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因為沒有勇氣，所以眼睜睜放手真愛無能為力。　　當看到一個瓶子在瘋狂地快樂或悲傷時，請千萬不要被迷惑，水瓶總是不由自主地交錯操縱著快樂與悲傷。其實並不像看到的那麼快樂，同樣的，也不像看到的那麼悲傷。只是悲傷時，喜歡帶上快樂的面具，而當水瓶快樂時，悲傷又不肯輕易放過。　　只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看見眼底那一縷似有似無的哀傷，才能明白是什麼讓水瓶如此的義無反顧，是什麼讓水瓶變得如此忽冷忽熱捉摸不定，才能體會水瓶的堅強只是竭力掩飾的脆弱。　　　　星相上說，水瓶座往往不被所愛的人珍惜。我想，是為什麼呢？也許答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不願承認而已。　　水瓶座除了需要一個深愛自己包容一切的人以外，還需要一個心理醫生。

17/102010 my convo le....haha...

2010-07-18T10:13:00.000-07:00

i nw call n shout out loud n say I'M DIPLOMA HOLDER....haha....proudly say out le...in blog le...wakakaka....dun noe wt else i can say le.....here sum photo i can share a bit le....haha

haha...tis my convo booklist n de scroll le....is blue colour de....

haha...tis is wt i got frm my parent for convo le...juz pooh bear no flowers le...haha*p/s flower can die off but teddy won't le...^^*

OUR DAV list ppl who graduate le...haha....oni 2 categories le....merit n pass nia...><

i graduate under category PASS....see de blue srcoll is point-ing my name le....wakakaka

throw out hood le...haha

throw again le....^^

de feel is right thr....thnx to my coursemate hwei lih...nice pic le...luv it so much le.....

primary gathering?going?nt going?

2010-07-05T05:03:00.000-07:00

nwaz i ald confirm going 2 de gathering le...haha...i wonder hw is going 2 feel le...hmmm...wired?juz lalala all de way through le...hmmm....dun noe le...nw my prob is wt 2 wear o?simple?or juz wear sumthing den usual look i have le...hmmm

i did de most c2pid thing in my life.......

2010-07-02T00:21:00.000-07:00

tis morning as usual la...wake up n go toilet le....but actually i didn't see properly lo...i thought de door was open*actually IS NOT OPEN* n i juz walk straight 2 de toilet and thr goes "BANG"...ouch...shouted by me...in pain man...my face knock on de door...SO PAIN AH........den my dad shouted who knock de door actually i bang de door nt knock de door le...after tat i straight tidur le....coz a bit like pengsan a bit le...T.T...bodoh la me....

m i ready for it?or it juz another fear of my life?

2010-06-29T10:52:00.000-07:00

wel...finally i finish diploma...but after more than 2 months*i guess*...i still dun have de mood n find a real job to start le...isn't fear or i juz wan 2 stay at home n do nothing...i dun even have clue bout it....sumtimes i wonder shuld i go bac n study or juz work for few year den oni study bac?...confuse la....

yes i did it de....

2010-06-15T02:32:00.001-07:00

after so many years nw i oni noe hw 2 change de blog skin le...hahaha xD

took picture wif bb chic le....they r so CUTE~

2010-06-15T01:25:00.000-07:00

haha.....went 2 melaka last week le...den 1 nite in de city n anoter 3 days in afomosa le...hehe...damn nice lo...haha...den v rent a vila to stay le...shuang dao high lo...pool at ur door step...feel free 2 jump in oni le...photos i nid 2 photo 2 upload le...hehe....

haiz....went into wrong company le...

2010-05-25T06:32:00.000-07:00

haiz...seriously went in to a wrong company le...they reali treat workers veli 'gud' le....no choice la...coz of cash i tahan u le....tahan till july den i wil bye bye le....haha

hmmmm...

2010-05-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

kao...is been a long time no blog lu...hmmm...coz dun noe wt 2 blog la n 1 more thing no1 see my blog de la...updated oso no1 see geh...haha!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-14T07:05:00.000-07:00

What kind of mask do you wear?...the result is Innocence.
Your mask is innocence. You are innocent but not easily impressionable. You always give people the benefit of the doubt, and are nice to everyone you meet. You never really judge anyone, but you sometimes may judge yourself. Everyone who meets you usually adores you, ev...en if you don't really know it. You always think you may be messing up or doing something wrong, but you're usually not. You don't have a problem restricting yourself from things you think you shouldn't do, although sometimes you're a bit curious. Sometimes people try to take advantage of you, but you don't always notice. Over all you're untainted, friendly, and everyone loves you.

haiz....

2010-01-20T05:50:00.000-08:00

my 21st b'day mcm nth special oni le...but i hope i can get my nintendo DSI ll le...haha....daddy u muz buy 4 me as my 21st present...coz i reali dun noe wt i wan bside tat le....haha

exam is cuming le...

2010-01-06T04:40:00.000-08:00

OMG...exam is around de corner but i still like sit here on9 n updated my blog le...haha...haiz...juz hope n i cn go through well le..if nt...C-R-Y le...

bye bye 2009...hello 2010...

2009-12-30T06:34:00.000-08:00

bye bye old memory...hello new memory le....

欧洲权威12 星座分析‏...mine like so susah oni!!!!!

2009-12-25T06:00:00.001-08:00

几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。
　　　　那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
　　　　一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。　　　　
　　　　没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。　　　　
　　　　水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。　　　　
　　　　用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。　　　　
　　　　但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。　　　　
　　　　更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。　　　　
　　　　在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。　　　　
　　　　显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。　　　　
　　　　一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。
　　　　在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。　　　　
　　　　这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。　　　　
　　　　水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。　　　
　　　　水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。　　　　
　　　　算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。　　　　
　　　　但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。　　　　
　　　　这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。　　　　
　　　　这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。　　　　
　　　　天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。　　　　
　　　　自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。　　　　
　　　　水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。　　　
　　　　感情投入的越多越是伤的重。　　　　
　　　　最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。　　　　
　　　　爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。　　　　
　　　　所以，不轻易说。　　　　　　　　
　　　　只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。
　　　　只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
　　　　之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞　　　　　　　
　　　　人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”
　　　　有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。　　　　　　　　
　　　　因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因?天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。
　　　　当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。
　　　　只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。　　　
　　　　星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。
　　　　水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生。

so far so good le...^^

2009-11-23T06:08:00.000-08:00

thnx god de presentation goes well le...haha even though it took a longer time den v thought le...haiz...den end up me frm wangsa rush bac to PJ....summore rain le tat day....lucky x ada apa hal if nt "big work" lo....haha~hmmm....den whn reach home i like rush here n thr le...like sa poh le...haha...coz balik kampung n celebrat grandpa b'day le...n v r eating OUTSIDE...finally!!!!haha....i oni took de pau le...coz tat time all of us bz mkn le...4get take pic le*too hugry jor*...haha....bside de pic is de pau le...30 biji le!!!!

woo hoo~2molo is my......

2009-11-20T05:51:00.000-08:00

haiz...hope 2molo can go on well le...if nt i cant die 1st le....hmmm...i wish myself gud luck lo~!!!!!!!!!!!wakakaka

emo???siao???juz blur....

2009-11-17T08:25:00.000-08:00

2day juz finish rush MTA assign show miss n hand in LAW assign*so happy*...but MTA assign reali make my head big big n big le...even though v manage 2 show miss but de process of doing de things is reali complicated coz in btween sumthing happen la....but after showing oso gt a bit complain by groupmembers la....they reali make my head siao le....emo all de way whn on de way bac tat time~dun noe y oso le.....may b think bac old times again*mcm old ppl la*...or sumthing missing in my life gua~haiz....over think again le..hmmm....reali hope can photoshop all memory away le...den no nid think old times le...haiz....muz b siao....juz nw summore walk under rain le....so nice le....nwaz no1 going 2 scold de la...hmmm...lately weather so cold le....frenz out thr tc la...hmmm

kawaii neh~

2009-11-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

2day went 1u bought a stuff veli cute n gt smell de...smell like cookies de hazelnut smell make me wan 2 eat le~so cute!de price ok la~

sis b'day o!

2009-10-19T07:27:00.000-07:00

2day is my sis b'day le...hehe....happy biday lo...hope u like ur b'day cake la~but class was so damn bored so took pic of A PAPER le....haha...cant blame le sien till like tat le...haha

so boring le...de class so end up play wif paper n took pic le...haha...de curl so quite nice le...*ss le*

change de effect of de light le...haha!

bought my sis b'day cake at cake sense le...

is orea cheese cake le....so white le~

haha....^^

tis is after v eat le....destroy by us le....*evil laugh*

Gosh~hate it!

2009-10-05T09:40:00.000-07:00

wil...col strats n thr goes de siao 14 weeks in col again but wif a cacat time table tat de office set le..SAT oso gt class le....summore 8AM le!wah liao...so early le...sad sad le...juz hope last sem de subject all pass le...><...

sienz~

2009-09-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

is ald 12.30 am....but i still cant slip even though my eyes veli tired le...doing nth but sitting infronth of the laptop n blur oni le....haha.....blur old me le....lately i like so damn blur le....keep forget things le....haiz....

1 day of kai kai in MV(midvalley) le...haha

2009-09-25T06:03:00.000-07:00

as usual le...went mv wif dear fren rainbow n her beloved bf le...haha...but let him zak dao mou sheng chu le..haiz....haha...lunch at Pasta Zanmai le..haha my dream cum true le....waited so long jor le...haha...

green tea =usual drink=

juz bored took de pepper n salt bottle n japaness style plate le...

semua sayur punya pasta soup!

curry chic katsu le...ha ha...damn nice le~

sesame seed b4 is mash

tis after de....

rainbow de tempura prawn sesame pasta

tempura prawn n softshell crab...can call it ask pita? [coz look a like le...]

tis is my pasta wif terriyaki chic n half boiled egg le...haha

AHAH...grilled beef le....my faves...

hmmm~damn nice le...japaness style of pizza~sumore is scallop n mushroom le...

after lunch went to watch movie le..."where got ghost?"...reali let the movie zak dao le...a bit scary n oso funny le...haha~overall ok la...blh tahan!

tat all for 2day shopping le..haha

woo hoo~holiday lu~

2009-09-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

holiday liao lu....but damn bored lo...everyday stay at home n rot le...><...sien!

another day without water~

2009-09-11T02:25:00.000-07:00

wt de Jambatan bekalan air putus air again ah~i 3 days ald bath cold water jor la...if continue like tat i think i will sick de la...NOOOOOOOO~air come bac 2 me le....>< siao jor lu!

haha....went 2 putra jaya see my counz sis MARRY le! ^^

2009-09-09T06:34:00.000-07:00

2day (09.09.09) went 2 putra jaya see my counz n her handsome bf upgraded to husband n wife le...along the way v go thr sesak gila le...n de time was runing out le...haiz....but lucky v make it oso le...de hall was grand, huge and full of couple in it le.....v damn lucky coz v get into RTM1 in news hour le...OMG..my face appear in tv veli 1st time in my life...errk...damn de....haiz!

1 is flower n 1 is choco le...x get to eat tim!!! ><

tis is de 9 couple tat gone in de tv de la...de 1 wif purple dress is my counz le...

AHAH~i wan~

^^

hehe....bear bear n ring le!

2nd wan!

tis is de video tat was show in de tv...

wah..finally everything is done!!!

2009-08-12T06:34:00.000-07:00

haha...nw consider finish every assign have to be done le....but i feel tat i x do much assign n let my group member do most of the job le...haiz...wel, juz let it be lo...nw relax for tis week...bowling, movie, sing k...all de way through le...haha...

2009-08-07T09:37:00.001-07:00

coughing coughing coughing all the way through le...i think i m going 2 sick soon le...haha...week 12 ald...i still hanging sumwhr which is my comfort place...do nth n waiting time to pass..haiz...gal u got to wake up n rush de last assign n get start ur reversion

is been an emo week for me...may b is stress or juz felt upset bout sum prob causes me like tat...

cake cake cake cake....haha...pretty nn nice le....n others

2009-08-03T06:31:00.000-07:00

is been a while i nvr see my old classmates le...finally 2day have time eat lunchi wif them la...haha...all of them still de same...nth but juz swt le...haha...after went ts see my frenz play bowling le...haha...it been a while i nvr go ts wif frenz le...haha...de feeling of it...juz 1 word "CHUN"!

tat day balik kampung celebrant grandma b'day...so tis is de cake....

tu cream memang byk gila!

swt la....gray cao punya album reali "supermarket" style...haha

haiz...de dog damn kawaii le...haha

bb le...so cute...nak cubit muka dia!

damn........is reali getting damn fed up wif it le....

2009-07-28T04:16:00.000-07:00

is ald week 10 de... i still struggle with my damn assignment...it seems easy to b done but my idea keep let sir rejected...OMG...hw could i wish i have another brain to help me out le....haiz....getting EMO lately...juz dun noe y...may b mentaly a bit...rosak le...haiz...

i dun un y ppl r like tis!!!!!

2009-07-16T05:03:00.000-07:00

act i dun nt wan 2 talk bout tis idiot bitch la...but she reali cant get over it izzit....since u have it so juz keep it to urself n stop spread sumthing which is nt true...dun make ur frenz around u suffer can ar....i felt pity 4 ur frenz coz they have to suffer sum c2pid stuff which they dun wan 2 get involve into...sumthings juz grow up bitch!!!nth 2 b showing off of it...nwaz he is nt a GUD/HANDSOME guy le....he juz a perasan guyz tat i had known le...who nid it nwaz...will...STOP HURTING MY FRENZ N KEEP IT 2 UR SELF U TIS FUCKING BITCH....*wooo.....nvr thought of tat it cum out frm mouth...*n i dun feel sorry at all....so get on wif ur life man.....

de surprise party is reali a success le...

2009-07-11T08:46:00.000-07:00

haha...2day went 2 full hse eat le/ celebrat frenz b'day....whn v bring her[b'day gal]...2 full hse..whn she saw frenz thr n waited her 2 cum le...she like tiba tiba wif a blur face le....after tat v explain 2 her baru she noe wt is happening le...haha...thnx god she love it le....haha...below was de food v ate le....den de cake was ICE-CREAM cake....yum yum!!!!!!!!!

tis de spaghetti...nt bad le...chick, mushroom wif cream sauce le....

chic chop le...wah liao de sauce damn nice lo!!!!!!!!sweet............

AHAHAHAH...my fave's fried CHIC WING le....damn juice le.......

juz love de lamp oni le....haha

tis is inside of de ice-cream cake le....yum yum!!!!!!!1

hahaha..........de ice-cream le......haha

guess wt tis monster...do....haha

2009-07-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

2day went kai kai le....2 sg.wang, time square n midvalley too...wah liao...is been a long time x go le....teman a fren to buy present 4 her ah boy...gosh...so sweet le...*><...*haha...jln jln jln till x hungry le...wah...so nt me man...may b bz help cari ba...haha..later on i temen her to MV(act is in GARDENS) to buy a camera...wah...v sesak in kl le....haha...kl noobs...lucky gt a pro help us if nt...gone de le...haha....hrm....den search is on...guess wt v found de cam de*><*so cute le...aiya...4get 2 take de pic tim le...haha....den after tat...v sendiri balik lo!!!!so i walk 2 MV to sit free bus 2 bangsar lrt le...haha...along the way i found sumthing damn cute le....coz monster is like everywhr le...guess wt r they advertise le...><><...but b4 start de monster...below tis japaness rice ball...is my dinner le...haha.. before

after le...haha

baby monster...haha

pro monster

haha...hanging on the tree le.....

a bit like peguin le...

tis reali can scare de kids le...hahha

haha...tis is my fave hanging upside down le....haha

haha.....cuming to ur nearest complex...haha

flower...close to nature le....

wah...so many eyes ke....

hehe......

rabbit le...haha

act tis monster is related to MEGA SALES AT MV le...haha...so unbelieveable....is meant to be 4 sales wan le...haha

it seems diff

2009-07-07T06:50:00.000-07:00

wah...it finally rain le...felt so cooling n windy le....it has been long time x like tis kind of weather jor le...><...hmmm...de days has been different n diffcult to hold on...things reali getting tough....n siao le...like assignments...........OMG.............can sum1 HELP ME O! T&T le....

haha...finally can find a spare time 2 jot down stuff in here le!!!

2009-07-02T08:30:00.000-07:00

haha...is have been bz weeks 4 me lately le...haha...nw i think ald week 6 le...wah liao....coz a lot of assgin nid 2 b done..even though is a bit rush but is kinda fun coz get to do sum new stuff le....haha....welll...is lucky to go in year 2 le....but is kinda sad coz few of my frenz cant le....now i alone gal in col le...haiz....everyday travel alone le...haiz...life is alwaz unfair...wu wu...but nwaz gud luck 2 them who start work or "thier OWN BUSS" le...haha...wel....gambateh...silly n blur gal...hehe><

kitty cats!!!so damn cute!!!part 2

2009-05-18T09:34:00.000-07:00

baby cats le....part 2 le....gosh they r so damn cute le...after tat whn went 4 dinner wif relatives n family for mother's days dinner[i noe is damn late le...haha]

tis is de four bb kittens...juz born bout weeks?month?i dun noe!

tis is my fave my shoot of all!

"i nak slip la...or i m posing le!!"

"nana bu bu...u cant catch me!"

"tis is my pose of all...take it nice...k"

"moew..."

can u find de baby crab inside de pic!

2009-05-16T09:20:00.000-07:00

haha...test ur eyes whether u can find de crab in tis picz!!!!!!!tis is idea came frm whn i wash tis "ha mai" tat time le....

can u see????

if tis pic u oso cant find de thing i think u reali nid 2 check eyes jor la...haha...

book fair day!!!!!!

2009-05-14T03:31:00.000-07:00

haha..went book fair le...at ss13 le...wah liao...byk books le...went wif carmen, her frenz and my mui(book lover)...hash...since my sis ask me buy some books 2 let her read....haha...below is de books i bought...haha...><

tis is de book fair names!

book 1

book 2

book 3

tis is de book i bought 4 my sis le...^^

tis oso le...hope she like it...

chocolate!!!wif mint flavor!

tis de inside of de choco lo!haha..mint n sweet de...!

went 2 bridal shop!

2009-05-10T10:09:00.000-07:00

haha...yesterday my family n i went 2 kl bridal shop 2 see my counz try her wedding dress n decide whr 2 take le...haha...wish 2 go n see le...coz is juz at titiwangsa oni ma....haha...hmmm...see my counz try those dress n look her husband suddenly i felt so sweet la...both of them le...haha...all those geli words n sentence cum out!(geli sampai bulu roma sudah bertegak le...^^)...den my aunty bought us sum thing frm HK disney land...[nak go la!!!!!!!!!]

tis bhind de magnet wan...n show tis reali frm HK wan le...

tis is de front side le...my bro gt tis...

n tis is wt i got le..mickey watch le...

haha...so cute!

den my aunt gave a big pack of choco...but tis 2 i choose de la..^^

o my sis gt tis...hello kitty wan de la..so PINK le!haha

mother's day dinner le...

2009-05-10T03:47:00.001-07:00

haha...yesterday went 2 selayang eat lo...act is nt those"bao yu","hao sam" or others expensive seafood lo...like normal oni la....bo lui la...economic crisis la...haha...can save ma save lo...wakaka...below is de pic tat v ate for mother's day dinner...beside tat,yesterday moon was so round n bright le...

fried SOTONG...my fave's!!!!

steam fish in toew chow style....

tau fu wif bb prawn le...(kinda salty le...masin nia~)

eat b4 egg wif egg plant ar...i noe is wired but de taste nt bad la...(honestly!!!)

as usual sweet sour pork...(ish...H1N1 le..still eat pork ar...haha)

tat was yesterday moon le...see so round n bright le....didnt lie at all le...haha

it been a while...

2009-05-08T11:17:00.000-07:00

yes is been a while i nvr see them sumtimes i reali do or wanted 2 ask them out but think think 4 a while i think better stay at home coz sumtimes whn saw them reali gt nth 2 talk or may b juz go play n sit 4 a while den cabut liao...haiz...sumtimes i wish i dun noe them so i dun nid like nw so emo n alwaz think bout FRENZ haha..silly old me is out again haiz...nid 2 grow up jor la...haha...throw off de old thoughts n bring new 1 once n give myself another new life man!haha...gt 2 prepare b4 counz get married...nid get down my size (hopefully)(><)..haha..gambateh o!!!hmmm...

memory which make me hurts a lot!

2009-04-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

wel is de end of de month of april le...n guess wt my exam oso ends de..so 4 n nw is juz 2 pray hard everything wil go fine...tat all i m asking le!wel,juz nw chat wif a frenz le..going on a trip which a damn fun thing 2 do but i cant coz i nt apart of them de....they are all gonna left me soon n i miss them even though dun kind talk 2 me nmore le...hmmm...sumtimes i can b veli emo person whr comes 2 frenship...saw those pic reali hurts me a lot coz i m nt part of them nmore...haha...izzit it silly i thought tis way!ya...thought so..hmm human actually nid 2 look 4ward n nt bacward le...haha...juz wish all DAV2 ppl graduate la...hahaha...

kitty cats!!!so damn cute!!!

2009-04-01T06:01:00.000-07:00

haha...tis baby kittens is so damn cute le...hw could i wish i wan of it!....below is their pic le..so cute lo...

naughty le...wanna bite de rotan'v r aiming le...den catch it'

'whr r v?i think v r lost!'

"o...damn tis time realo lost liao n so as my partner too"

"haha..act i here posing n take pic la...dong dong...^^"

consider update mou le?^^

2009-03-31T09:23:00.000-07:00

haha...last sat mua n frenz...went 2 1u shop le...haha coz she say x nak pakai same baju again le...hehe...1st v went 2 Voir Gallery le but v found nt much new cloth...so v went 2 shop name Kitschen...haha...den both of us bought some cloth!guess wt de total amout is bout RM200++ le...wah liao damn expensive but worth it le...de time nw is 12.37am...haha..n is april fool day!which a day tat can fool ppl le...wakaka..

tis is de shop v went in n spend $$$ le...T.T

look so diff[i means de wearing le]...

tis me n my frenz le....haha...

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2day i saw a flyer le...reali attrack my eyes coz...IS BOUT FOOD!!!tis time is pasta le....hehe...

attarctive mou?

hungry mou?haha...find 1 day go try le...

haha...

2009-03-25T07:38:00.000-07:00

is been a while,tat i didnt update de blog le..^^...tat day me,rainbow n dear frenz yamada went 2 4happyseason,well...i like small kid oni so excited de mood le...coz nak see how is de place le....wakaka...

now is de pic tat v took le...wakaka ==,(siao)

my eggplant wif fish in sze chuan style

rainbow spaghetti sausage wif red sauce le...^^

tis our appetizer...watermelon,cake n salad wif thousand island sauce

fry bean curd wif thai sauce...wah liao...love it lo...wakaka

green tea!!!!as usual le...

finally our dear frenz chic burger wif fries le...*-*

whn u r at de mall...(juZ b0red)

2009-02-22T06:55:00.000-08:00

nth much stuff do at shopping mall le...juz walk around,watch movie 2 pass de time, eat n went into few shops juz try on their cloths le...[--]!?!?...fresh vege+ramen+fry chic+lime+thai sauce=nt bad taste le...[siao la!!!!]

the table we sat le...

a cup hot green tea le...izzit bigger den sushi king cup...
tis fry chic is way much better den sushi king coz it ain't so big pieces as tis
jelly fish!!!!!!!rainbow ur fave le...
hrm...fry chic nt bad and not so oily la...
wah liao...tis ramen is syok oni...4 those who love spicy tis is de 1 ramen is 2 try le...

after tat movie time...wakakaka...juz LOL in de cinema..whn u watch a movie like so damn c2pid but funny at de same time....

guess wt...over used..so dinner is bread+tuna+egg+orange juice=simple dinner
i noe it may look"blh mkn tak!"..i can confirm wif u is"blh mkn la..."wakakaka...

den rain cums le...haiz...stay at home n watch de rain start 2 rains le...damn bored!

bunga api gila siao!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-03T07:36:00.000-08:00

yesterday went 2 grandma hse"pai tian kong"le...while getting ready...tiba tiba byk bunga api le...is like every corner oso gt le...like no nid $$$ buy oni...here put thr put..make us dunnoe whr 2 start 2 see le...but is nice le...den me record de scene de le...but de....n u can heard me n counz de con in de video le...damn c2pid le...

above de hse le...haiz...{too bad my cam damn cacatle...}
hehe~~~
finally a pic which is clear

juz put 4 fun le...or may b de mood gua~

2009-01-28T10:21:00.000-08:00

再见小时候
南拳妈妈

作詞：彈頭/宇豪作曲：詹宇豪

宇豪:有一天我翻開舊舊的相簿
上面寫著給最心愛的寶物
裡面有我穿幼稚園的制服
還有一張是我媽媽的笑容

彈頭:突然發現時間變得很倉促
爸爸媽媽變得互相不認輸
我放下相簿頭靠著窗戶
看著天空視線變模糊

合唱:透明糖果罐(已經快溶化完)
繽紛的氣球(在驪歌中飄散)
我們就這樣緊緊牽起了勇敢
隔壁班的女孩 (我喜歡的女孩)
她從來不愛我
抽屜還擺著被退回的溫柔

合唱:再見了小時候懵懂的我
現在的夢已經成熟
風在朗誦下課的鐘
而時光靜靜地走

鮮嫩的夢已經熟透
夕陽灑落讓剪影斑駁
舊舊的圍墻外頭
悄悄圍起未來的輪廓

合唱:透明糖果罐(已經快溶化完)
繽紛的氣球(在驪歌中飄散)
我們就這樣緊緊牽起了勇敢
隔壁班的女孩 (我喜歡的女孩)
她從來不愛我
抽屜還擺著被退回的溫柔

合唱:再見了小時候懵懂的我
現在的夢已經成熟
風在朗誦下課的鐘
而時光靜靜地走

鮮嫩的夢已經熟透
夕陽灑落讓剪影斑駁
舊舊的圍墻外頭
悄悄圍起未來的輪廓

再見了小時候懵懂的我
現在的夢已經成熟
風在朗誦下課的鐘
時光靜靜地走

鮮嫩的夢已經熟透
夕陽灑落讓剪影斑駁
舊舊的圍墻外頭
悄悄圍起未來的輪廓

finally back frm kampung lu...n yesterday dinner was wired...{think so...}

2009-01-28T09:50:00.000-08:00

back frm kampung liao lu...hmmm...tis year new year quite bored le...no new year suasana pulak!haiz..rot at grandma hse for 3 days man...damn bored le...but luckily my counz bought her 2 dogs le...{damn cute le..}n uncle bought his babies{9 of guinea pigs}..."tuan nian fan"ar???like normal lo...but tis year oni gt more flies at de dinning table fly here n thr le..damn annoying la...geksei er~haiz...(--.)!?!?...den sumore our beloved young "counz bro" reali damn naughty n damn bising le...can pengsan ar...trust me reali can gek sei ppl wan le...wt ever he wants he juz sit n cry out LOUD...juz 2 get de stuff le...but 1 thing reali let de whole family LAUGH coz de dog raped my young counz bro le...damn funny lo de scene wish 2 take but grandma dun let le...if nt sure post in HERE!!!after rot 3 days at grandma hse le...finally go back home le...

de guinea pigs le...
cute bo?
9 of them le..imagine tat...byk le...

tis is de dog who raped my bb counz bro le...it name is roughest le...

tis diasy le...de guai wan..she so cute le...wish 2 have a dog tis le...

den yesterday went 2 eat dinner wif my mom side grandma le..wah liao den whole dinner was wired n nth 2 say lo!coz counz bought her bf 2 dinner le...make me n other counz look so wired le...ai ya dunnoe la...juz whole dinner was wired la...juz dun wan talk bout it le...haiz nextyear new year dinner wont so wired can liao la{tis year oso havent end yet,so fast say next year buat apa le...siao[==]!!!!!!!!}

yesterday...damn siao le...

2009-01-23T00:36:00.000-08:00

yesterday went play bowling wif frenz reali kanasai le...coz our dear ye ye bought a frenz le...name granduncle...thnx him le...he reali make our day 'veli fun le'....*sigh*even though tat happens but v reali have a lot of fun le...coz long time never see ma...haha~n yesterday was de 1st time i gt de highest marks le in bowling game...*115* le...yeng lo...but after tat cacat liao la...lose till no face..*haiz...memalukan sendiri*...janji syok dah blh le...wakaka...den after tat v went 2 eat koreaBBQ at time square le...haha~nice n damn full le...coz they give damn hell a lot of vege le...hehe...too bad x take pic hmmm...after tat v jln ourself le...n they jln themself..haha...den 3 of us bored till sei ar...den our dear frenz rainbow suggested go eat cake wor...so v went 2 a place call vivo le...nt bad le...de environment,food,drinks not bad le....1 day nid 2 try le...

tis is america cheese cake le....nt to chessez le...4 those chesse lover muz try o!

haha~tis wan is tiramisu le...damn nice lo...coz of de coffee taste is quite strong...4 those who like coffee taste...tis is de one tat u muz 2 try le...

tis is de place called vivo le...n tat is de menu le...wakakaka...le...

2day is de day...is MY B'DAY le~

2009-01-23T00:25:00.000-08:00

hmmm...2day is my b'day le...juz normal stay at home n do nth le...surt net,listen music n fave's is watch drama till siao lo...coz no1 is at home le...can do wt i wan le...hehe...well juz wanna 2 thnx all those who had wish me de le...thnx 4 de wish...a simple wish actually can a person so happy le...haha~(--)!?!?*...nid grow up liao la..nid 2 b serious in studies liao...coz i ald late liao le...so muz gambateh le...cant b lazy gal liao la...if nt will let ppl ngam ngam ngam ngam ngam le...haiz gt parents ngam but they still ngam le...haha~dun noe is lucky or try 2 teach me a lesson ar!haha...hmmm...hehe hope tis year is better den last year le...n get more new,nice memory le....bads memory go go go away frm me...dun wan u stick wif me ar!

tis a song 4 myself...
我知道伤心不能改变什么那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只要关上了门不必理谁

一个人坐在空荡包厢里面手机让它休息一夜
像切歌切掉回忆的画面眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐我对自己说蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐泪也融了我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你带一点恨还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕幻灭重生祝我生日快乐

going 2 CNY liao le...

2009-01-20T06:58:00.001-08:00

haha~still got 6 more days le...to go le...damn sorok le...cant wait le...bsiede b'day cuming liao oso...old liao la...n ithas reached de age tat i dun wan le....sob sob sob sob...nwaz life still go on de la...n wish myself "HAPPY B'DAY "1st le...hehe~haiz....

last christmas wt i did le...hehe

2009-01-11T23:42:00.000-08:00

juz like usual lo...juz hang out wif frenz le de went 2 few places 2 take piC{part of my hobby le.. (-.-*)?!?!}below is those pic u have took le..last year...wakaka

tis is frm "niu ze xui" de front door le..coz have disney characters display le...hehe~

oh~...nutcracker le...{--}!!!!!!!!【rain啦！】

can say is whole set of 猫了!!!!!!!慧汶还你不快点买哦！rainbow bila mau pergi o?i bawa u pergi lo！wakaka...(siao liao!)

one of de tool for FULL HOUSE restaurant...is a mini copper le...so yeng le...tat day i went,de theme of de restaurant is white..so suit de white christmas le...

ah~~~my fave teddy le...POOH~~~~sumwhr wear a sweater le...so cute~~

any1 wan present ar!but too late jor le...nw going 2 CNY liao la...change target 2 ang pau le!!!!!!!

finally can see de christmas tree le...at time square...ha ha~

tis wan is 1u le...tat time went kai kai wif jie jie le...hehe~

haha...finally tis is my own blog le!

2009-01-09T07:22:00.000-08:00

after some times has passed{actually quite long le...}he he...i have my own blog nw le...coz last time was share blog wif a frenz...wakaka..so nw i can start my new life in new blog lo!wakaka!